2014-01-28

Little Friend































I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying, You found it hard to sleep.
I whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
"It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."

I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached down to me.
I was with you at the shops today, Your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.

I was with you at my grave today, You tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.
I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my paw on you, I smiled and said " it's me."

You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there.
It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, "I never went away."
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
In the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.

The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning
and say "good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning."
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.

Be patient, live your journey out...then come home to be with me.

Author ~ Sammie Klaehn

2010-09-05

Donut is going to be 1



Little Donut was born a week after you left. You have never met her, but I'm sure you will totally love her as I do. Unlike little prince Cookie, she will sure let you hold her as you always wanted with Cookie. She was my Christmas miracle who got me out of the destroyed dream state I was sunk in . And every day she as grows is my secret marking of how long I haven't seen you. This coming Sunday is her 1 year birthday. Dear Daddy, how have you been?

2010-08-23

It's 8.23 again!














HappyBirthday! Daddy~
How are you today? Are you celebrating this big day with grandma and friends in heaven?

2010-07-07

7th of July













This was the day we first met. On a Sunday, the 7th of July, in the 70's.

Today is the first time I have a birthday without you around. I wonder if you are also thinking about me today? Pondering on what gift you should shower me with just to make me happy?

Last year on this day, was the first time you didn't call me to say Happy Birthday. I was upset with you even though I knew you were preoccupied with something else. On the hindsight, perhaps you already knew that you'd be gone by my birthday this year? Perhaps you want me to learn to be on my own without you?

2010-06-15

Memento Mori (Remember you must die)







Remember your mortality. Remember you must die someday.

On that silent night, when I rushed back to the ICU, hustled to dad's bed after leaving just two hours earlier for some rest, in one glance, despite the signals on the machines, I knew in my heart that he was no longer around. He did not look the same as I left him two hours ago.

2010-01-30

與爸爸的約會









  

My date with papa.

爸爸每個禮拜到了台北
打來約我吃飯的電話
再也接不到了

愛黏我學我鬧我
更愛亂七八糟寵我的爸爸
再也不能手牽手一起出去玩了